Thursday, May 28, 2009 ♥
i've been thinking whats the defination of friends .
even how much you understand them . how much you tried to be nice
how much things you've done . there's no such things as true friendship . forever friendship . i would rather be alone than with friends . even how close we seems to be , how close ended up we appear to be. im never the one to be there.
im a changed person i guess. i wont be there for anybody anymore.
i dont trust anyone now .
i always seems happy. but i've never been happy.
i always felt left out with anybody . im keepinng everything to myself. i rather not say anything .
i rather bottle everything up . i hate this feeling . seriously. it sucks.
i rather be alone from now on .
listened to the sweet sound @ 7:30 AM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 ♥
i've totally realise,
things are totally gone .
i've been trying to salvage those 2 years sistership . yet nothing came out of anything .
you seems to be happier without me , in your life.
maybe like what your mum say. im a bad girl .
i shouldnt have been with you .
maybe at the start , we shouldnt know each other either .
thinking back , no matter how .
we always wanted to hold on to everything .
yet afterall , we began to drift apart without knowing .
maybe like what you said. i've change .
maybe , im forever like this ., i couldnt go back to the past me anymore.
i cant face you like the past. even how much i wanted to talk to you . i realise i coulnt .
listened to the sweet sound @ 5:59 AM